..how serious love has taken me?

honestly, i haven’t created a blog that speaks about love or has something to do with it. I’ve been reading blogs, and just realized one thing, most often than not, blogs of my friends, or acquaintances surely talk about love. it could be how love made them the happiest person in the world, how love changed their lives for the better while some would speak about how love hurt their hearts without notice. and it has always been like that, they say so. so what can i say? that question led me to inquire to myself, why haven’t i created a single love blog? does it mean that i don’t love because i am not sharing anything that matters my heart, may it be happiest or the most painful feeling or just that, there is nothing to share? i would like to say, i don’t know why at all.

It’s 1:30 in the dawn when iam writing this blog, (i’m supposed to finish a wedding invitation that a couple-to-be asked me to make) when i feel worn out and needed a short stop, then i wander around the net, found two blogs from two interesting fellas, well the bloggers are persons who interest me anyway, i mean, my friends. read along and was carried away by how they speak their emotions to the world. and to think these are not just emotions, but sad emotions, experiences that made them cry and became a little bit hopeless about love, although at the end of the day, would find happiness again, and would love to continue loving and perhaps continue hurting.

then i realized, what’s wrong with being hurt that caused by the heart? true enough that heart should only do the loving and loving alone, we thought love to be best thing on earth, and we believe that of course. it is only when you love where you can imagine the unimaginable, its only love can make our world go round. but we never thought at all that heart could be also the reason why we got hurt. but for some reason, we blame our heart and love most of the time.

then i figured out, there’s so much i can say and have to say about how love inspires me to live, how love played so hard in my life, how love became controllable but still being happy at one time. i finally realized how good it is to speak about love, no matter, whatever, however the story might be. love after all teaches us how to be lovable, that only when we learn how to love, that we can be loved. and we only have to love when we want to be loved in return, i hope this makes sense.

how bout you, how serious love has taken you?